Thursday, January 05, 2006

What is a blog anyway?

What is a blog? No, really. The response I got when I told people I was going to start a blog (do a blog? blog a blog?) was mostly, “oh, no, not another blog.” They fear, perhaps, embarrassment on my behalf for when I make public some intimate thought that I shouldn’t have expressed for the world to see. I am well aware of this, and I don’t plan for this to be a diary, or merely a compendium of musings on quotidian happenings. It may interest some to know that my sister has shaved her head, or that I’ve just bought a new guitar, but that is the stuff of conversation, not of blogification.

Now, the blogophiles among you might jump up at this point and say, “no, for the blog is the new conversation; the internet is the new water cooler, etc. etc.” While this may be true, there is one distinct difference between a regular conversation and one that takes place on the internet. When we are talking, face to face, the words are fluid. They exist, then evaporate, staying only in our memory, and are quickly covered by more words, and thoughts that go with them. We naturally filter the parts of the conversation into areas of our brain: throwaway jibes, off-colour comments, inside jokes. Sarcasm is easily detected and taken in context.

When we have a conversation on the internet, whether in a chat room, message board, forum, instant messenger, or blog, the words remain. They are solid, not fluid. Also, they are public. What might be meant for one or two people can be read by one or two hundred, or thousand people. The intentions of the speaker/writer (a significant difference) are easily misinterpreted, especially upon reinterpretation, the luxury of which we don’t have in regular conversation.

The difference is that between speaking and writing. The internet, with its instantaneity, has tricked us into thinking that writing is speaking. But it is not. As a writer, and more importantly, as a teacher of writing, the most important aspect of my work is revision. I tell my students that the difference between a good writer and a poor one is not necessarily natural ability, or education (though these obviously come into play), but patience, and the ability to revise. In essence, it is experience. A good writer is one who has experienced what he or she is trying to tell you, not only in terms of the story, but one who has experienced the work itself, several times over. I tell my students that the more they revise their work, the better their mark will be. It is a hands-on version of think before you speak.

Alan Ginsberg’s philosophy of first thought, best thought seems to have caught on with the bloggists. Not all of them, I’m sure, but among angst-ridden teenagers—the Live Journal set—and young people on some of the track and field message boards I frequent, for example, the idea of revision is completely lost.

What this amounts to is a lot of unfiltered thought. More professional blogs (like the Star’s hockey blog, or Maisonneuve.org’s columnists, or the Pun Gents, to take examples close to me) avoid this trap because they are heavily edited. They aren’t just thinking out loud. There are plenty of good blogs out there, and they all have this in common. I am trying to avoid this trap as well, by filtering myself. As I write this it is Thursday morning. It probably won’t see the light of blog until tomorrow afternoon. If nothing else, it gives me the time to spell check (don’t get me started on that—another post regarding r u l8 and lol and the like is coming, too) Perhaps this takes some of the edge off. Well, edgy is not really the goal. Thoughtful, insightful, even wise is the goal. That takes time. Time is something we have plenty of, though the instant online culture tries to make us believe that it is scarce. It’s not. Every minute we get sixty more seconds to fill with distance run, or whatever else. Think about it.

9 Comments:

At 7:28 p.m., Blogger Cupcake Man said...

lol - kickass post-erooni :-)

;)

 
At 2:42 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said...

i think that the bloging phenomenon has several uses. one, the one that you seem to be using it for, is writing the way one would write for a newspaper or a magazine.
another use is for keeping in touch with friends and/or family that one might not see on a regular basis. people often update their blogs once or twice a month with things they've been up to in the last little while.
another use, the one that is probably most controversial, is as a "diary" in the sense of allowing oneself a release of emotions that one might not want to say outloud. the typical reaction to this is why have a diary in a public domain. some people make their journals private or "friends only" or they use filters so that some people can view them and others can't.
i think the main idea of being able to express these intense, raw emotions unfiltered via the internet is so that we can get feedback, particularly empathy. it allows people to have a connection with people who feel the same way about things. some people think that's dangerous (such as our mother) but these connections are also made in the real world and can be equally dangerous, except for the fact of the fluid nature of a spoken reality which you mentioned before.
but therein lies another reason that people use blogs: they can go back and see exactly what it was they were feeling when they were so upset. they can go back and analyse what they said and see if it makes sense. maybe someone has a tendency towards overreacting to certain situations. this could allow them to see that.
personally, i find my livejournal helpful when it comes to frustrations i'm having. it allows me to see what exactly it is i'm frustrated about. i might think i'm having a problem with my boyfriend, but really it's about the fact that i've been fighting with my old highschool friends.
there is, however, one precaution i take when it comes to posts that could hurt someone. i make it clear that this is something i'm writing in the moment and that while the form is solid, the thoughts and feelings being expressed are fluid. and then i usually post once i've calmed down and i have had a chance to look at the situation again.
i think bloging can be safe as long as people are aware of the fact that it can be solid and fluid at the same time.

 
At 9:16 p.m., Blogger Chris Hutchinson said...

It seems that blogging has reached a state of self-reflexive consciousness, that condition of po-mo nervousness where the medium gets uppity and angsty and asks itself, What exactly am I? A tree falling in a forest? A means without a bookend? I'd say one of the key defining factors of blogging is akin to what makes writing graffiti popular, that is, its easy-to-be-had public exposure. The difference being that bloggers, usually working from the comfort of home, have more time to compose their thoughts than someone who finds themselves pen in hand sitting on a public toilet. There's also more room in cyberspace than there is on your average bathroom stall door. But whether expressing opinions or airing emotions, I think it's the idea of an audience that's alluring to bloggers. And if we're lucky, this audience becomes a community of like-minded folk who actively take part in the process of making and sharing written thought. Perhaps bloggers are just lonely people, citizens of the world in exile? Although I myself don't really consider myself a bona fide blogger, as I never post on current events or on personal occasions. Plus, I'm convinced that most bloggers are big weirdoes.

 
At 9:18 p.m., Blogger Chris Hutchinson said...

It seems that blogging has reached a state of self-reflexive consciousness, that condition of po-mo nervousness where the medium gets uppity and angsty and asks itself, What exactly am I? A tree falling in a forest? A means without a bookend? I'd say one of the key defining factors of blogging is akin to what makes writing graffiti popular, that is, its easy-to-be-had public exposure. The difference being that bloggers, usually working from the comfort of home, have more time to compose their thoughts than someone who finds themselves pen in hand sitting on a public toilet. There's also more room in cyberspace than there is on your average bathroom stall door. But whether expressing opinions or airing emotions, I think it's the idea of an audience that's alluring to bloggers. And if we're lucky, this audience becomes a community of like-minded folk who actively take part in the process of making and sharing written thought. Perhaps bloggers are just lonely people, citizens of the world in exile? Although I myself don't really consider myself a bona fide blogger, as I never post on current events or on personal occasions. Plus, I'm convinced that most bloggers are big weirdoes.

 
At 10:19 p.m., Blogger JTL in MTL said...

Chris and Char,

Re: “diary blogs:” Empathy can be had in everyday conversation, as can perspective in reflexive thought, or by reading a handwritten diary, as easily as an online one. Provisos don’t absolve the blogger of his or her responsibility to be kind (maybe I am being idealistic to think that we have a responsibility to be kind) in our words. Again, reflection can solve this problem. Count to ten, they say…

I am not questioning the validity of these processes, but wondering why they exist. Why is an internet diary that everyone can read somehow better than a handwritten one that is secret? I thought diaries were all secret. Does this mean that for all those years, people wanted their diaries read? I am very interested in blogs as a cultural phenomenon. The fluidity of blogs lies in this very process: the ability for the reader to feedback, and establish a dialogue with the writer. Why aren’t we having this conversation on the phone? Or at a cocktail party? Hutchinson, I don’t even have your phone number. That is very interesting to me. I don’t think you can have both: a personal outlet and a public discourse. You can pick and choose by filtering, as you say, but the internet is still essentially an insecure, public place.

Chris, I wouldn’t define the state of blogging based on the fact that I’ve asked these questions. I’m asking them more as an outsider. I agree with your analogy to bathroom graffiti, and I would extend it to the more public graffiti art that exists on the side of buildings, where people make their living from it, and get arts grants and government support for it.

The potentially very large audience IS alluring. If you write a book of poems that prints 600 copies, and sells 75, you know pretty much who your audience is. On the internet, you never know. For example, the mysterious Hugh, who commented on my first post.

That said, the internet is still ghettoized (oh, we are so po-mo now, my friend) in the publishing world, and with good reason. You might post poems on your blog, and I might read them, but I would rather read them in a book. Preferably a nicely made one, that looks good and feels good. The other reason the ghetto is justified is that the internet is unfiltered, or unvetted (to further the academic language). So, though I may write “newspaper or magazine” style articles and post them here, it could be that I couldn’t get them published in print. Nor, sadly, I am not getting paid for these (unless you click on the ad-links, but even then…).

There is still a yawning chasm between the two worlds, but they can come together as a way of cross-promotion, because in any business venture (and, laugh if you want, writing poetry is a business venture) almost the first thing someone asks you is if you have a website. If the answer is yes, you can hook them in and sell them whatever you are selling: ideas, metaphors, vintage radios, a country).

 
At 5:17 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said...

of course people want their diaries read. why do you think girls don't hide them (or hide them well)?
when i was younger i tried using a diary but i couldn't really keep it up. it seemed pointless to me to be writing these things that no one else saw. except that i would go back and look at them occasionally and try to figure out what i'm really like.
i also didn't have the luxury of close friends when i was little. not to say i had a bad childhood, but i was a loser. i didn't have friends to talk to about things that really upset me. because there are certain things that you just don't talk to your brothers, mother or father about. not at that age.
blogging provides people with a community that they might not have in their real lives because they don't necessarily interact with people the way society tells them to. but just because i didn't know how to be close with the other girls at my school didn't mean i didn't want some kind of feedback to my thoughts and emotions. i craved that just as much as anyone.
while i've been able to learn how to socialize and i have friends off of the net, occasionally i still need that sense that someone is listening to me and that i'm not going crazy and i can't always get that within my group of friends.
i think that the best part about the internet is that there is always the possibility for an appropriate audience for what you're saying. someone, somewhere on the internet will read it and appreciate it. and you will have made a connection.

 
At 6:35 p.m., Blogger Cupcake Man said...

ok this is my real comment; actually in response to what your sister wrote on my blog about one of my poems-

I've never really explained this even to myself, but it took me about a week of posting to realize that the content of a blog is not about me at all; it's all about the internet, and all about my wondrous fickle audience and whoever the hell happens to pass by on a random google search that day. The medium is the message or some completely relevant old chestnut like that.

Blogging is a test of remaining fresh/interesting in a merciless flea-circus of text and imagery and hpyertext links that rewards the competitors not with cash or prizes but with aggregate attention span. I've posted some highly experimental and wacky things, and I've taken my lumps in readership fer sure. But ultimately we do it to be loved and almost only to be loved, and a few seconds of attention is all the love there is out here but that's good enough. Individual commments of praise are nice but they don't stick in your head; like all these virtual KB they get sucked down the cognitive drain. Keep an archive for yourself and your diehard fans, sure, but otherwise it’s 'what have you done for me lately' and if you can't deal with that immediacy, if you try to draw attention back to what you wrote a week ago, a month ago, whatever, it's sayonara. The only real 'old school' arguments go on inside the comment box, but those exercises in logic and reason are kept hidden from the casual visitor's view by the the owner of the blog, who is a lot like the wizard of oz. With blogs linearity and cohesion is irrelevant and actually distracting (readers on the web don't read posts all the way through but scan first for words or phrases that catch their attention), time is essentially meaningless (eg you can write in whatever time or date you want on the post when you make em). Editing posts after the fact means that all posts are in the eternal present. As a blogger your powers to cover your own tracks are enormous, and they can and should be used to enhance your ability to be loved. Only google will remember what you wrote - the secrets are in the cold hard cache. As for love, if we don't get enough love from our statcounter on any one particular day, then there is always hope, limitless and seductive hope, for our audience is potentially as vast, democratic, curious and instant as it is (most of the time) moronic, apathetic and vindictively anonymous.

I had to learn to serve the medium; it's changed me as a writer, but not in a bad way. The bottom line is entertainment and enlightenment. I have no particular loyalty to writing on the net vs as a poet-guy or as a fiction writer or columnist. If I could 'find my Pelican Man' by blowing up beachballs and tying them to trees or building a canoe out of tangerine wedges I'd do that too.

Good luck to all writers-turned-bloggers who try to remain pure to any particular craft or style; the pressure to change and be flexible in your approach is enormous, and with good reason. Ironically life ain't easy when there's nobody holding you back but your 'publish' button, when you have make your own rules and decide for yourself who the rest of the world will decide you are. All things can and should be said but of course watch it don't make you batty. Freedom is a cupcake but true unabashed cacophonous freedom of speech will wear you out. I speak from my borderline crazy and damaging-to-any-real-writing-career experiences on FIAC. Oh yes this bloggin is a whole new ball o wax.... agh, I am slain

(sorry to break wind all over your comment box)

ps keep up the good work so far jonny

 
At 6:43 p.m., Blogger JTL in MTL said...

Char: "at that age" Would you have had a blog at that age? Is that a good idea? I don't think so because I don't think little kids can grasp the enormity (or potential enormity) of what they are doing.

Marshall McLutanz: you are a genius. The medium is indeed the message. As a medium, the internet is most certainly a teenager, or even a little girl, at this point.

So maybe that explains the attraction. It certainly helps to situate oneself.

Thanks for feeding my ego with comments. This is what I was hoping for: conversation within the medium in question.

 
At 9:50 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said...

John, Chris, cupcake: i don't really know if there is a standard definition for a blog. but what i prefer in a blog is what drew me to them in the first place (along with being asked if i'd consider doing one as part of my job, which actually turned into two of them, including the Star's hockey blog that John mentions) -- the idea that i might be transported somewhere, via a link, to a place that i never would have found otherwise. (This dovetails nicely with the alternative media/sub media/call it what you will nature of the blogosphere, where blogs provide a second, third and on and on mirror at what is happening in our lives, and how we interpret that.)
The links are also flesh and blood: (at least i think they are -- you never know, do you?) the names of the commenters who arrive regularly to contribute, and who lead you to their own blogs, and other blogs, and maybe even to them their ownselves via e-mail one-on-ones. this is what makes blogs breathe for me, i guess, the one-way nature of newspaper column writing being one of the reasons i got out of that gig.
look, i can find opinions anywhere. At this stage in my life, they mostly bore me.
It's also not so much about writing, to me (although that does help, along with a laugh or two). Like John, paper, ink and binding remains my preferred medium for 'real' reading. But here's the rub -- although I have kept up a bunch of magazine subscriptions, I read some of their stuff for free on the 'net, along with the discussion in blogs. I've also found some pretty good books through links in a blog (blog of a bookslut is a personal fave).
Oh, and one thing I didn't expect: as the 'wizard of oz' character, i can't remember deleting more than a dozen comments, maybe, in the past five months, since these two blogs started. I don't know whether that's normal or not, but i did expect to be doing more of that. (John, neither of these blogs i do at the Star are edited. They go in as i type them, which is good and bad -- Self-editing goes on as usual, but it's all inside the head.)
And as a reward for making it here -- a link, of course, to the best storytelling i've found via blogs in the past month or so: Supergrass's Low C video, available at http://www.roadtorouen.com/. Just beautiful.

 

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